Buzzzzzzzz. Okay so my mom thinks there's something wrong with me. UHMMMMMM. She wants me to go see a psychiatrist, have me checked and get me to enroll in some sessions. WTF? Apparently I have "anger issues" and that maybe I need help or something. KBYE.

Labels: blog, life, personal, psycho

After my college life went topsy-turvy, I knew I needed a breather. I succumbed to the hustle and bustle of disappointments that it came into a point wherein I didn't know what I was doing, where was I heading and who I was becoming. My college friends sure did know how to comfort me, saying all those cliches "It'll be alright" "tomorrow is another day" and blablabla. Yes, I knew that what tomorrow brings will be very different from today but that feeling of being a failure, of being a disappointment will haunt you every time. :( Luckily, my best-test friends ever came to my aid -- spending their whole saturday with me despite their own busy schedules and boy, I'm very very thankful for them. We went to City Walk and found the perfect foodspot wherein we all never tried: TAMARIND. It is a Thai restaurant serving well, of course, Thai delicacies but altered and suited for the Filipino's taste. I've been to Thailand just recently and I swear their food definitely gives you that foodgasm you've always wanted. And for the first time after a loooooooong time, I took out my camera. HAHAHA!! It was acting up a bit maybe because its in the closet for months but nonetheless, I think these photos will please your eyes. :D

Labels: food, foodgasm, life, nickhun, thai food, thailand

"Its just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have."


Been thinking about a lot if things lately and I'm really, really, really confused. Unfortunately, I've been drinking a lot as well and I honestly don't know why I've been doing so. I'm scared to admit that its because of someone. Haaaaaaaaa. Sometimes I just wanna hit my head on the wall and crack it open so that I can remove you out of my mind. Lol as if that would work.  -_-

I have decided though, I've got to let go, to move on. I know it will be hard, strenuous I believe, but I've got to try. I've got to do it for myself this time. Don't get me wrong though, I'll still be your friend, forever I will, but I just have to get rid of my feelings for you.

AHHHHHHHHHHH. Why are you so handsome IDE -_-

This is currently my theme song. Check it out :)
Maroon 5 - Just a feeling

Labels: life, love, maroon 5, music, personal, school

This entry is quite late thanks to my never-ending school activities.
I was literally feeling blue the last time that's why I decided to wear this royal blue Mango top and paired it with my acid-wash pants. Usually, I don't really put much thought on the clothes I wear-- well I do but I never put meaning to it until this one. Nahh, I won't say why unless you want me to be cheesy and sappy which I wouldn't like myself.
Noticed my cute bracelets? Well, those are hand-made by my classmate and she's planning on putting up an online shop very soon ;) Aside from its spunky colors, I liked how you can wear them all at the same time without ruining your outfit plus its really affordable. On the other hand, finally tried the jump shot for my photos and my, it really is something. I recommend it especially when you're wearing flats since you won't be able to see the whole of it with just the usual angle. My flats btw are from Bangkok and they're currently my fave! It's so comfortable and I just love how pink (my fave color) complimented blue. Its like a match made in heaven. LOL.

Life is quite complicated right now and I badly need to make decisions that I know will definitely change the track I'm taking. Sometimes I get scared of the maybe's and what if's but if I would only settle on what I'm used to, then I wouldn't reach all the possibilities I may embrace. FUUU.

Btw, IM SOOOO HAPPY SUPER JUNIOR'S BACK AND OMFG THEIR NEW ALBUM IZZZ THE BOMB!!!! I'll be blogging about it really soon! Let me spazz on it first because omg I missed them so freaking much and Kangin iz back and Sungmin is just fckin handsome IDE. Ok massive fangirl-ing here *u*

Labels: fan girl, fashion, kpop, life, lookbook, lookbook.nu, ootd, school, style, super junior