Thesis. Sayyyyy whut?
POSTED ON Tuesday, 15 January 2013 AT 04:47 \\ 0 comments
AHHHHHHHH. Why, why, whyyyy? I haven't started my thesis and it seems like I don't have any will to do it at all. I honestly have a lot of ideas in mind but I just don't know where to effin start. jahdjkahsdkjhasjk dahsjdjk adhsjkashjdk hjksdahsjka (keyboard smash)

I'll meet with my prospective adviser tomorrow and I'm hoping that she'll shed some light to my project so help me God. ><

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Meowmi.
POSTED ON Wednesday, 9 January 2013 AT 05:39 \\ 0 comments
Buzzzzzzzz. Okay so my mom thinks there's something wrong with me. UHMMMMMM. She wants me to go see a psychiatrist, have me checked and get me to enroll in some sessions. WTF? Apparently I have "anger issues" and that maybe I need help or something. KBYE.

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Random.......thoughts.
POSTED ON Saturday, 5 January 2013 AT 05:29 \\ 0 comments
2013 already began but until now, I still couldn't gasp that reality. I won't be making any new year's resolution because 1. its too overrated and 2. I don't think I can be able to do all of it. HAHAHA
Instead, I'll be sharing some thoughts for this year, thoughts that'll eventually became reality.

1. READ MORE. I'm no bookworm but I definitely love reading fictional/non-fictonal books, magazines and other reading materials. I want to be a wide-reader like Ms. Hannah, one of my most intelligent profs plus I do believe that reading will make you more intelligent and witty and will take you to greater heights. This will also help my research skills so as to complete my thesis before graduation. 

2. WRITE MORE. My writing skills aren't that good too --it absolutely needs a lot of polishing both in grammar and vocabulary. But I do believe that to be better at something, you should practice and practice until you have mastered it and discover your own style during the process. Thus, I shall be writing more this year, anything and everything under the sun. 

3. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION. Yes yes, I am the queen of all procrastinators, I work when it's almost the deadline, and I start and finish everything late. Procrastination will never do you good, believe me. It only caused me panic attacks and splitting headaches. I had been one ever since high school and now that college is almost over, its becoming a much needed necessity to change that bad habit of mine. Working in the corporate world is a tough challenge but that is something that I want for myself and in order to achieve it, I must say good bye to procrastination. (I reckon I'll be able to do this -_-)

4. BYE VICES. I've had enough of those alcohol-filled nights, non-stop partying and vices you can ever think of. I just want to savour life without having to worry about my health, about ruining my reputation because of partying hard and going home reeking in alcohol. As for this year, I will try my hardest to STOP drinking even if certain occasions call for it. I can still enjoy even without the alcohol, can I? 

5. HELLO HEALTHY LIFESTYLE. Vegetables, vegetables and more vegetables. When I was a kid,  I hated anything green thats edible and so, I avoided it and consoled myself with meat. Apparently, red meat doesn't do you and your body any good, plus it only messes your system by increasing your cholesterol and fats. Now that I'm 20, I knew better and by better I mean green leafy vegetables and exercise will make you live longer. I've been eating a lot of vegetables lately and whenever I have time, I do jog or do taebo to keep me fit. I lost a lot of weight already but its not enough. I'm still far from my dream weight though so I guess embracing a healthier lifestyle will help me reach my goal asap. 


2013 is a gonna be a great year, I can feel it and I want to believe it. That's it for now but I'll surely be blogging more about those random thoughts all through out the year. *u*


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The Stellar Wanderer
POSTED ON Tuesday, 11 December 2012 AT 05:24 \\ 0 comments
I know, I know, I disappeared for more than a month again and I know apologizing won't do any good. It's just that I want to pursue blogging this much that I seriously feel sorry for not updating. Besides, I don't think people actually read my blog because 1. I don't update regularly and 2. nobody knows my blog.....well except for some close friends. I started this blog not because I wanted to be famous or something but because I wanted to share my liking for fashion (HAHAHAHAHA) and photography. Plus, I needed a place to vent out my frustrations, a place where I wouldn't get ridiculed or belittled because of my impulsive actions. Thus, this blog was born. LOL. And tumblr is just too mainstream ---even your personal posts gets reblogged. :O Hohohoho. So from now on, I vow to the stars and the universe that I will regularly update my blog as I wander along the galaxies of this lifetime. *happy dance*

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Free Kiss Day?
POSTED ON Friday, 27 July 2012 AT 06:17 \\ 0 comments
Well, I'm not really sure if this is legit or not but who cares? Its been trending in twitter and facebook and I thought I might as well do it. HAHA! But the question is, who should I kiss? Lol. If only Kpop idols weren't so far I'd grab them and kiss 'em anytime! The cold weather and the gentle breeze definitely sets the mood as well. PSSSHHH. I know, I'm forever alone :/ On a side note, I finally decided to move on. Yay! Wish me luck. Lol. Thats it for now, gotta go in a jiffy. Ta ta!

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SPAZZ
POSTED ON Friday, 13 July 2012 AT 09:21 \\ 0 comments
SPAZZZZZZZZZZZ --this is definitely the word every fan-girl should know.
I started to hail and worship Super Junior back in 2009. I was finally out of high school then and freedom was on top of my vocabulary-- if you know what I mean ;) The internet didn't really interest back then, cable tv did. I was more of a couch potato rather than a cyber addict. Spending hours watching random tv shows would always lighten me up-- until I met KPOP. I always put the blame to my friend Aldren for putting me into the depths of fan-girlism and such that until now, my neck is still connected to its leash. He was a dancing maniac that every known possible dance step he memorized and mimicked. Until one day, he stumbled over the MV of the not-yet-so-famous Kpop Idol Group, Super Junior. I remembered watching it vaguely and after raping the play button, it then hit me. I had to be one of those "cult followers" of SuJu called ELF (ikr? I also thought it was weird). Super Junior, who debuted in 2005 is composed of 13, I repeat-- 13 gorgeous men that could instantly pass up as a candidate in Ms. Universe. Yes!! They were prettier than the normal female specie. o.O
But my love for pretty men cannot be contained, I just had to release it! Thats the time I discovered SPAZZING! Its a term used by fan-girls to describe that crazy feeling that creeps up into your spine every time you see them and suddenly you feel tingly all over and then it feels like you've been hit by lightning that your whole body just rattles-- yes every PART OF YOUR BODY (insert evil smile here). My social life just ended there *creys* and until now, I am still an avid cult member of this group. Ok that's all for now. HAHAHA I can o on forever but I've always believed that good things comes to those who wait and so I'll save the juiciest parts the next time I'll be talking about SPAZZING. HAHAHAHA *u*

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Wallflower
POSTED ON Wednesday, 11 July 2012 AT 07:56 \\ 0 comments

HYPE this look on LOOKBOOK!

Forever 21 cropped top

Vivienne Westwood Wedge (HAHA this is just an imitation)

Aldo hand cuff & Guess watch


Exam week is once again upon me and the students of my university. Honestly, i don't know if its okay to feel euphoric. HAHAHA! Some students have burning eyebrows because of too much studying while here I am in front of my lappy, blogging. Lol. IDK why but I've always been carefree during exams. I skim my notes before I take the test and I don't really memorize or sh*t like that. My course (communication arts) doesn't really rely on books ---thank goodness. Ours is more practical compared to the other courses and most of our requirements are outputs on the various fields of masscomm. Others think that its easy to be one of us but I tell you, its never easy to be a masscom student. Strenuous activities are always waiting for you and most of the time, these activities becomes your output putting your all at stake! LOL im kidding. What I'm trying to say is that, you have to be serious in your craft in order for you to succeed and like any other courses, you have to always give it your best shot in order to achieve the things you wanted the most. In my case, I'm a senior now and I've been to the pits of hell and back but thankfully, I survived it with the help of my lunatic friends (HAHA i know I'm one of them too). I sound like an adult OMG -_-
Now going back to my outfit, since we only have one exam today and it was scheduled late in the afternoon, I decided to wear a little more classy outfit than the usual. Classy because I used my dark pink lipstick and I think that it accentuates my oval face. LOL and this cropped top is actually quite revealing. On my way to school, and hell it was, all eyes were looking at me! Talk about humiliation. But I just walked and walked until I reached the jeepney stop! Yes, I'm not rich I tell you and we don't have a car and I'm used to commute all the time ;) It just feels awkward that so many pairs of eyes are following you and some bystanders even tried calling me (OMG dont rape me plox). It was a relief when I reached school and I eventually took my exam. Now, the challenge that awaited was me going home. It was already dark when we finished since we started very late (5:30pm can you imagine?) but thankfully, I am not alone and so I reached home in perfect condition! I wouldn't be blogging if I'm dead by now would I? HAHAHA. kidding ;)
On a side note, I'm starting to lose my feelings towards you, slowly. The only thing that I can't get over is how handsome your face is, how beautiful your eyes are and how gorgeous you look all the time. HAHAHAHA ok I'm starting to sound like a stalker again. Anywho, LET US SPAZZ FOR SUPER JUNIOR IZZZZ DEFINITELY BACKKKKK OMG THEIR LIVE PERFORMANCES ARE TO DIE FOR IDE WHAT IZZ AIR OMG :O



Here is their MV for their latest single Sexy Free & Single. SPAZZZZZZ SUNGMIN IS JUST TO HOTTTTTTT :O I promise I'll be blogging about their album very soooooon!! :)

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POSTED ON Sunday, 8 July 2012 AT 07:24 \\ 0 comments
"Its just a feeling, just a feeling, just a feeling that I have."


Been thinking about a lot if things lately and I'm really, really, really confused. Unfortunately, I've been drinking a lot as well and I honestly don't know why I've been doing so. I'm scared to admit that its because of someone. Haaaaaaaaa. Sometimes I just wanna hit my head on the wall and crack it open so that I can remove you out of my mind. Lol as if that would work.  -_-

I have decided though, I've got to let go, to move on. I know it will be hard, strenuous I believe, but I've got to try. I've got to do it for myself this time. Don't get me wrong though, I'll still be your friend, forever I will, but I just have to get rid of my feelings for you.

AHHHHHHHHHHH. Why are you so handsome IDE -_-

This is currently my theme song. Check it out :)
Maroon 5 - Just a feeling

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