1st semester is almost over, only 2 days more to go and I'm gonna be free. Free from all the stress and the unlimited school works but before that, I need to finish my requirements if I want to pass and of course, If I want to graduate. The thing is, I just can't seem to motivate myself to start anything. I have 3 pending paperworks that needs to be done on Friday and as of now, I don't have any crap about it. I don't know what's happening to me but I'm sure I'm not liking any of it. This is my last year in college, I have so much shit to deal with and so much to be thankful about as well but then again, I am losing my will to continue what I've started and what I'm about to finish. I know I'm a lazy ass most of the time and I procrastinate like always but almost all of my outputs are great enough despite making it on short notice. In reality though, I always hate being a procrastinator and I always ask myself "Why can't I do this earlier like the others and  not worry about it when deadlines come?" Urgghhhhh I seriously hate myself right now. -_-