I never want to leave you but is staying really worth it?
Sometimes I want to give up but I had been holding on for so long I'm not sure whether its the right time to let go.

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I don't know what to think anymore. I've always been sure of my thoughts, my emotions, my feelings but I was never entirely sure about you.
Well, maybe I was. Yes I was sure about you at some point but now I can't even fathom what would happen next between us. I know I was never part of your world, but you were a part of mine. I might even mean nothing to you but honestly, you mean too much to me that every time I think of letting you go, just the thought of it makes me sulk. -_-

I don't know... Err, maybe I'm just thinking too much, thinking too hard.
Ever since I became enthralled about you, expectations were always what I avoided because I know I'm never gonna get any. And it was a good decision, really, it kept my sanity and up to now, I never really expected anything. But now that I'm starting to realize that I fell even more deeper, I'm afraid that  I wouldn't be able to climb back.
Your eyes are like a whirlpool to me, every time I look at you I just can't seem to look away and somehow I feel like I'm spinning and spinning and I don't know where I'll end up.
Your touch, oh my how can I even start to describe that. Well, uhm, every time a tip of your skin touches mine, its like ecstasy, it makes me high.
Small talks, simple gestures & those gummy smiles of yours somehow throws my sanity off the window but I end up looking for it anyways.

OMG I sound like an obsessed individual. :O

Honestly, even if i decide to let you go, that would never come to reality for I know that you are someone who I will always want, someone who I will always love. Like what I always tell myself, I'll just stay here beside you, not too far that you won't feel my presence, not to near that you'll end up chasing me away. I'll be that imaginary friend that you never thought of and whenever you'll be needing me, you know I'll always be there. And when that time comes that I'll find someone who'll love me more than I have loved you, then I guess that'll be the time I'll be slowly drifting away.